Memory is not a faithful archive, a repository to be kept intact. As Deleuze wrote, "a great deal of memory is needed to repel the past": its purpose is not to store, but to process — a constant labour of sedimentation and loss, closer to transformation than to preservation. In the darkroom, I work in accordance with this same surrender: I allow the material to stain, corrode, lose definition, until it becomes an unstable surface in itself — no longer simply an image of a memory, but its own mutable substance.
From this transitory nature arises the instinctive desire to arrest, possess, preserve what we know is destined to disappear. Yet it is precisely within loss and transformation that a space of possibility opens: to accept that memory shifts is to recognise its truest function — a process that, through its own dissolution, clears the way for change, and for the growth that follows.